sorry i have been tremendously busy with my ridiculously eventful life........................
sike.
i just have alot of crap with school and stuff.
there has been some other stuff that has happened.
ill update soon.

i went to bodys house yesterday...... and one word to describe it 'awkward'. haha me and *jenna* felt like we were unwanted and he forced himself to invite us. we kept trying to get him to talk about something and make decent conversation.... but nothing. we stayed for like 20 minutes. i have to say that i was wildly disappointed because on aim the night before i felt that i could talk to him about things i usually dont talk about. i wish i could replay the whole visit, i would have approach the situation with a different light. but overall the visit was interestingly awkward

surprisinly, alot of people got there haircut on the weekend. that including moi et 'body'. je ne l'aime pas. it kinda makes him look like a wannabe drill scout/boyscott. i lovedh isha ir before it was all nice and the perfect amount of thickness. but....... the thing is i see past the haircut...... and now i am scared.

i cant get into details ,because its confusing but, it was the best dream ever. it was just me and my good friend packing and getting ready to travel to russia and alover europe. i woke up and tried desperately to go back to sleep at the part were we were boarding the airplane. i loved the thrill of just backpacking and leaving to a new place where i dont have to bring my troubles and worries. that was the best dream ever.

precalc test, i felt defeated. everyone was moody and dampened my usual optimistic filled fridays. what made it even more 'special' was the revised song of lady gagas love game toward me by 'body' he was only being funny and i know thats all but calling someone unjustified things even if they may be slightly true hurts. i hate that i am being mad about something superficial, but last tim checked i have feelings just as the next person. it was hard for me to look at him for the rest of the day.
anyway. i have to do my apush h.w.
stay classy

my school had a drunk driving assembly today and there was so much thought put into the presentation and real speakers who were affected by drunk driving. i felt like beating up the people behind me who were making the lamest immature side comments. jeez those people just mke us as a whole look bad. jeez there is absolutely no hilarity in drunk driving. so if you find humor in other peoples vulnerable unwanted tragic pain then maybe you should get help.

with his arm around me and my body leaning over his side......*click* finished. but i desperatly wanted to be waiting to take the picture till morning.mmmmmmmmmmmmm

i think i got 'body' sick. i am sorry that i may have gotten people sick, but i cant miss school. anyway i have a strong feeling that 'body' knows that i find him attractive but i also thinks i know that i find him gay. haah i just thought it was obvious when i told 'flabbermouth' (but i still love 'flabbermouth' he is awesome) that 'body' has a very gay music on his phone, seriously he has 'stand by me','poker face' and girly techno and no manly songs, then yesterday he was all into this 'man' song which i forgot. but in my mind i was crackin up. yea the whole 'body' phase i think is coming to a needed end soon. i just have to wait a little more because its so fun haaa. but after junior year it will be over for sure.

no me gusta chris brown
je n'aime pas chris brown
hinda ko gustohan si chris brown.
those are the only launguages i know..... since they are the only one at my school

crap. anyone who is reading this please pray for me that i get better. my body is weak, cold, eyes are watery and stuffed nose. my mom warned me that i would get sick over forcing myself with track and powderpuff. i cant miss school, i just cant. I NEED TO GET BETTER ASAP! they better still let me play powder puff. ahhhhhhhhhhhh this is depressing

anyway. i am hopeful